In the embrace of loneliness
I find the heart of me
Silent and waiting
For the love it deserves
The warmth within me
To feel
And be
Tag Archives: strength
Change
In times of change
I seek within me
the peace and quiet
I need
Finding turmoil
and confusion
I regress
into myself
Knowing with every change
however confusing
and out of control
There will always be me
changed, new
and ready
to take the next shaky step
and letting life take me
wherever it needs to go
Open and Exposed
Here I lay my heart
open and vulnerable
see me as a lover
a friend, a confidant
Treat it with care
like I would yours
Hold it close to mine
because I know the value
of the gift your given me
Vulnerability
Open and exposed
Can My Arms be Enough
Can my arms be enough
To make you feel loved?
Can my kiss take away
All the doubt that’s left in you?
Can my words be the comfort you need
Even when we’re worlds apart?
Empty Words
Don’t take words into your mouth
if you don’t mean them
and feel them
They make you more of a lie
an empty shell
more of a hurting memory
I’d rather forget
Suffocating Sadness
Hurtful sadness washes over me
Holding me captive
within a suffocating grip
Touch me and break the spell
To let me breathe again
Easy Words
I’m not bought with easy words
and empty promises
My heart will skip from simple gestures
From the soul
and hugs meant to hold me up
Words
Don’t preach what you don’t believe in or what you spread…
Words can start wars or heal. Be careful with their power
Feel My Soul
It will never be the looks
but the passion that’ll draw me in
The ability to feel my soul
and make my heart race
with just a single word
To see my passion
hidden deep within
but always there
To see me
That’s what will make me
Yours
I Miss You
Christ, I miss you
Hunger for your creative brain
your inspiring soul
the connection across continents
the joy you made me feel
by finding myself through your words
by the smiles and tears we shared
without even holding you in my arms
you stole my heart away
I can only dream of seeing you smile
without me
feeling happy and content
with whatever you found and took you away from me
It’s all I ever wanted
and hoping you’ve found joy
will comfort me
in your abscence
I Dare You
Don’t think you know me
if I’m only showing you one side of me
I’m so much more
I dare you to uncover me
Sinful Prayer
With my heart in my hand
I offer you my soul
Through the words I feel
seeping from my insides
Breaking me open
leaving me naked and bare
and completely at your sweet mercy
Like a sinful prayer
I offer myself to you
To hold me safe
In your arms
Delicious Honesty
Breathing in
The confidence that is you
The strength that inspires
Kissing the beauty
Of your gentle fierceness
The delicious honesty
That makes me want to be more
Yearning for the Impossible
The artist in me needs the yearning
for the impossible
My inspiration butchers me
Makes me struggle through
every emotion over and over again
Wanting what is out of reach
Or is it
I’ll never show
Don’t call what I am not
Don’t rip my heart out
with being kind
then being hurtful
Don’t let me down that way
I’ll never show you my heart
if you do
Musings #7
Whatever heartaches you go through
Makes your soul so much deeper
Even with all that pain
You’ve become more beautiful because of it
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Please dive into my mind
and discover my total
surrender to you
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Whenever you start to believe in yourself
This entire wondrous world of inspiration opens up
And there’s no limit
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How I wish you knew
That every word I write is for you
because I’m forever too shy
To tell you..
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You’ve opened up my soul
And I can’t help but want every beautiful inch of you
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You turned me into a writing mess
and I thank you for every inspired word
You’ve given me my muse
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I want your darkness and your light
Your miracles and mistakes
Your perfection and your flaws
Your soul wrapped up in my arms
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You’re writing upon my soul without even knowing
Making me believe in what I didn’t dare dream of
To be real
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You’re by no means an open book
but I want to turn every delicious page of you
endlessly
Like my favorite book
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I want to fog up every window of every room with you
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Are you as addicted to me as I am to you? Do you feel this too?
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Make love to my mind and you’ll have me at your feet. Completely.
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My mind hungers for your every word like an addiction
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Teach me restrained, because I have no self control when it comes to you
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I want you bared down to your naked soul
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I crave every inch of your beautiful, deliciously dark mind.
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Musings #6
My silence is my sanctuary
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Your beautiful words melt like delicious chocolate on my tongue
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I want to write your every word upon my skin as an armor
Feel the gentle strokes brush over my soul
and sooth the fracture in my heart
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Words
Some throw their words around so lightly.
Don’t they know the impact they have?
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One of the most delicious ways to wake up
is reading your words to me privately..
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Don’t be my perfect, be my home
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Kiss me like you can’t breathe without me, because that’s how I feel
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You’re my wonderwall and you don’t even know it
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Don’t try and change me into something I am not: I’m okay the way I am
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I can’t help but picture you here by my side.. Enjoying the city as much as I do right now
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Why is there all this judging? Just take me as I am

