I was wrong:

my mind hungers for your touch.

Wants to wander in your beautiful thoughts

and drown in the beauty of your soul.

I miss you x

I want to conquer every demon inside of you

and tell you you’re beautiful inside.

That’s all that matters to me

as always you’re on my mind my Muse.

Never change who you are

because you’re perfect the way you are ❤

You know every secret of my closed of heart

Broke through every barrier I built

with just a few words and gestures

and I have no idea how

I tremble with fear and excitement

because I’ve never been this bare to anyone

Hold me

and let me be strong in your embrace

My soul is reaching out to touch your words
Feeling your heart through every letter
Scared and excited to brush my heart against your beautiful soul
Dancing a wordless love dance through sentences
filled with so much more then the words they contain
Forever fascinated and under your spell

You have me

My words fall from my mind
like soft caresses along your skin
Tasting your every thought
making my touch ache for you
My body trembles
for every line you write
Biting my lip in anticipation
I treasure your every breath
against my soul

I hunger for your heated gaze
sliding along the lines of my poems
Telling you more then I ever dare

My beautiful ache
My delicious Muse
Come touch my heart
that is waiting for you

Hold my words
Because they carry my heart
In letters of glass
Fragile and naked
Showing a window to my soul

The darkness inside you
Doesn’t scare me away
It makes me want to reach out
Test my own boundaries
And hold you
Not saving, but just be

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The sweet Betti Gefecht put this poem to music:

Your words gentle en mixed

hide a world of pain

Sneak their way into my heart

make it ache and swell

The mystery inside your sentences

make me curious and weary

You can possess me completely

but do you want to?

The push and pull

The attraction I feel

Is it there?

or just a phantom of a wish?

Soothing words flash over my screen

acknowledging the ache in my heart

The mere existence of you

mends the hole in my soul

The darkness swallowing my happiness

is pierced by one tiny light

shining from within you

straight into my being

Come, my Muse

Sing your wordless adoration to me

let my heart race

and my inspiration soar

I want to drown in your warm lips

Feel your fingers brush along my skin

leaving a hunger in their wake

The tug of your hand in my hair

making me arch into you

My body remembers

the pressure of yours

Without knowing

I miss you

Writing on every surface
words that can’t describe
all the feelings I have
My chest feels too small
for the heart you made grow
and beat with an erratic beat

Pushing against my inner walls
I’m testing the water outside
my safe zone
Scared as always I try to hide
behind a mask of cool

However will I survive
if this means more to me
then it does to you
How much of this is me
and my dreams
How much of this is us
and reality

The Fever that is you

keeps tangling my thoughts

Feeling like a hostage of your every word,

your every touch

I surrender in sweet delight

Take the heaviness of today away

and let me hide under the covers

with you

Drown me in kisses

and let me float

Shivering under your words