With every breath that I take
I feel you settle closer
to my soul
Even miles away
I can’t help but think of you
Like an obsession of my heart
a thirst I can’t quench
I’m latching on to you
And can’t find my way back
I don’t even want to
because maybe you’re the oxygen
I need in my life
Tag Archives: musings
Sometimes Most of the Times
I question the depth of my soul
Because sometimes
Most of the times
It feels like I’m tumbling down the rabbit hole
My Heart Against Yours
With every breath you take
Let me inside
Every stroke heating my skin
Let me slip into your soul
Every controlled grasp
Let me embrace your heart
Give and take
Break and mend
Melting into one
Fusing my bones to yours
My hand in yours
My heart against yours
Us
Endless Possibilities
2:30 am
And my yearning for your touch
Is stronger with every passing minute
To feel your thoughts slide along mine
And your arms keeping me safe
To feel the brush of your lips
against my ear
While you whisper your dreams
Into my soul
I want to press closer
and touch your heart
Weightless through time
Just you and me
and all the endless possibilities
My Most Delicious Secret
I keep you close in my thoughts
A secret close to my soul
And I won’t share you
Because I want every part
of your beautiful mind
entwined with mine
Connected from head to heart
In the most intimate way
My most delicious secret
My mouthwatering dream
Yours.
Buried Deep Inside Me
In the early morning
Right before the light touches the earth
I trail my fingertips across my lips
Feeling the phantom of yours
tingling across my skin
Feeling the electric touch
that haunts my dreams
Like a hunger I can’t satisfy
I close my eyes
Willing the pressure of your body
on mine to become real
To inhale your scent
and keep you buried deep inside me
Souls entwined
Spirits connected
Bodies embraced
Like a dream come true
Absence of You
In the absence of you
I write
Trying to capture you
your beauty
and hold you close
I travel the miles
separating us
hoping to feel you
to connect
Musings #11
Would you let me get lost in you?
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Where are the (k)night dwellers
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Fall in love with the mind
Regardless of the body
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Sucked your lip between my teeth
You stuck your thumb between my lips
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Aren’t we all trying to find that connection to another soul?
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The hunger for you makes me want to paint…
The Heaviness of Your Every Syllable
In the emptiness of words
I try to find your soul
try to connect to your essence
the purity of your heart
and long for the fullness
of your phrases
of the heaviness
of your every syllable
every chosen letter
to caress my mind
Long Distance Lover
If not as a long distance lover
see me as a friend
at least
as a touching soul
connected to you
without question
without wanting
just yours
ready to be claimed
when the universe
considers it
as destiny
between you and me
Depth of You
Words tumble from my mind
but are never enough
to describe
the depth of you
and the intensity
of me
.
yours
Drowning in Songs
I’m drowning in songs of you
whispered to my heart
breaking down my walls
with just a gentle whisper
naked and vulnerable
you can claim me
and I’m yours till the end of time
The Edge of More
I love the edge of more
Of possessiveness
and unable to breath without you
Of not being able to live without
your lips on mine
Of your touch burning a trail
Right to the center of my soul
Of falling apart
safely tucked into your embrace
All consuming
Soul scorching
Heart clenching
Over the edge
Addicted To Your Every Word
In the middle of my night
I feel you stir
So far away from me
My mind drifting to you
In hopes of finding you in my dreams
Licking my lips
I try to remember your teasing words
Your delicious mind
A taste I want to savor on my tongue
To keep me warm at night
And hunger for more
Addicted as I am
To your every word
Musings #10
It’s rare, but when I do fall in love, I fall head over extremely high heels
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The nights are too long without you my muse, so I wake up and write all my musings for you in my darkest hours
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My house is to big without you, even though I carry you within my heart
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Give me time and room to draw and I won’t ever stop…
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Bad times make you realize what matters… And what you’re truly made of…
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Being appreciated for who you are: best feeling in the world
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When happy: spread it around. So much more productive than spreading negativity
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I care
Too much
Not at all for myself
But too much for others
Hollowness and Whole
In the hollowness of my own words
I can’t find a way to break down these walls
My own mind corrupting me and dragging me under
Will there ever be
one who dares to take me on?
Who takes control and drags me
from behind my walls
And holds me while I break
into a million pieces
To finally be whole
Fragile and Strong 